i hear more and more complains from people about how their life suck,
how tight their schedule is, how really busy they are,
and how much they want their life back..




from my friends, team mates, my sister and frankly, even myself.



all i can say is that life is about choices and sacrifices.
the choices that we make in life is entirely up to us.
yes, we can definitely refer to the street directory if we do get lost ..
but then again ultimately, it all boils down to you.. it's all YOU.
and therefore, those choices either make our life sucky or an enjoyable ride...
it's not who you are underneath, it's what you do that defines you.



oh ya, and the question is,
what is exactly wanting your life back??
is it how things used to be before you are what you are today?
or is it your normal daily boring routine?
tell me about it..



Truth be told, i am going through it.
it's not like i don't have a choice right?
but like i said, it's about all these choices and sacrifices that landed me here
at times, yes, i do feel like giving up.
i do regret some choices i made.
but i'd rather look back and say "hey, at least i tried my best"
rather than to look back and say "if only".



One thing's for sure, family comes first, no matter what =)
although it seems to me right now, i wish i could spend every single minute with my friends.
coz maybe you can relate to them better?
i guess it's part of the growing up thing again.. hahaha.



And after much thinking,
I think wanting your life back means catching up with your friends and loved ones..
and basically just taking your time to do things and not rush through them.
it means, doing things you've always wanted to do minus the timetable.
Some schedules are tight and others very loose,
however we accomplish only what's destined.... hmmm dont cha think?





Bottomline is, it's time management. and i suck at that.. haha.

you are you are, my reason and i wouldnt change a thing about it.


-with love,
your star player =)








this innocence is brilliance
i hope that it will stay
this moment is perfect
please don't go away

feel calm,
i belong, i'm so happy here
it's so strong and now i let myself be sincere
wouldn't change a thing about it
this is the best feeling

it's the happiness inside that i'm feeling
it's so beautiful it makes me wanna cry