Been feeling down lately... but much better today.Managed to let it all out..

Have you ever wondered in life if you have made the wrong decision, that you regretted doing something, that you are unsure of what you're doing and why, that somehow your life is just one big lie?

I was just watching The Truman Show and I wondered what if one day I woke up and realised that my life was never mine to begin with? Everyone around me, the people I love, were just acting. I mean, how would you react if you discovered that your entire life is actually a TV show? I guess, I just have to adjust with the situation I am in now. It's not easy to do something when you're not approve of doing it.. That's just part and parcel of life. I just dont wanna think too much.. This thing is not an issue, it never was, and never will be...

Hopefully...

Wokay.. gotta go continue with my packing now and watching top model later since I'm gonna be one, I better start acting like one.. bleah! and Naima, if you're reading this, I LOVE YOU...

Well, here's a song I've been listening to lately by bbmak..

Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?

Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do